MY EXPERIENCE WITH THE LILY & BEYOND...

[Mercy Martinez]

I have been a Lily since it first showed up in my aura in 2004. My husband and I were one of the pioneer members of the group. I was at the first unofficial Lily workshop in March of 2005. And I have wanted to share this experience for a very long time but I am always thinking I don't have time or words to put all my thoughts together. And in believing this I have put off something that I think can assist those Lilies that may have not experience right away the big shifts or are experiencing doubts about their Lily.
When I first began my journey I relayed on what Ramon was seeing and because I trsuted him as been someone that spoke the truth I didn't doubt that what he was seeing was true. But to be completely honest I was a very unconscious Lily, meaning I didn't feel, sense or see anything!
It is as I started to awake to my own consciousness and started to observe myself that I realized the changes that were occuring in me. I start to slowly awaken to understand how I feel, sense and see energies. At the beginning is was more about sensing...I started to notice specially when my husband(Bert) and I took a transatlantic cruise from Italy to Miami. In the middle of the ocean with no land insight my body felt off..now I can't explain what off means but it was a sensation that something was not ok, so I would ask my husband can you check and see what is happening? My husband would tune into the environment and he normally couldn't pick up anything until 10 mins to 30 mins later that he then would sense it and would find out there were entities he had to clean (my husband was trained by Ramon on spirit releasements). I still didn't put too much into this new awareness...
Then came the trip to Egypt with Ramon, Kim, Bert and others that were Lilies.. and I started again to sense early in the morning if the place we were going that day was a place that Ramon and Bert would need to do spirit releasement. By then I start to be more conscious of this new awareness..but it still took a longer journey to finally open to the fact that for me this new consciousness was more comfortable at a slow speed!
I have come to realize that my unconscious and conscious mind were in a journey of self discovery and to just open to all the awareness of who I was, my truth was something that was not easy for me to do... I continue working on knowing myself slowly and as my comfort zone allowed me..in other words I honor myself by allowing her to have a voice. In doing this I found my inner voice, my power and my truth!
It has taken me all the way to this year to finally say I know WHO IAM and I can stand in my IAM constantly if not always..(There are days I am still exploring)
So for those LILIES that are not experiencing right away things..BE GENTLE WITH THYSELF ..HONOR WHO YOU ARE AND GIVE YOURSELF THE TIME FOR YOUR INNER VOICE TO BE HEARD...
Love
Mercy

[Valerie]

Hi Mercy,

Thank you so much for this post, for sharing your experience. I am sure that this will help Lilies that are wondering if what they are feeling or not feeling is "normal" per say. Some of us just can't help but to compare ourselves with others. For me, it was a point of reference why I can't see this or why I can do that, but as Kim has mentioned, we are all different and we will go at our own speed. Allow me to add a little bit about my own experience. When I received my Lily from Kim and Ramon a couple of years ago I felt an instant change in me, it was like going from a complete low to an amazing high. I was able to get this "high" feeling at will. I was not able to see or feel anything else, it was more like a sense of peace, and other than this feeling I felt nothing else. After awhile I felt I lost my ability to get this sense of peace or go to this happy place. The changes I felt were subtle, almost nonexistent, at times I would wonder if maybe I was the only one who did not get the Lily, but when I started to doubt myself, something would happen to let me know that I am exactly were I was supposed to be, and I would notice little things in me. For example during a brief meditation, I suddenly got this idea that I can heal, I kept this to myself, thinking I was nuts, how can I heal. I decided to put it to the test and I was amazed at the results, I was not nuts. Since then, changes have been a daily routine for me, and I believe I will continue to grow and change as my body adjusts to the new energies. I probably don't need to say this but just in case... YES! I received the lily and it has been the most wonderful gift anyone can have given me (thanks Kim/Ramon). I still can't see "things" but I feel everything, I instantly know when spirits are around me, if someone does not have good intentions towards me, and I can go on an on about all the wonderful things I am discovering everyday. So, if you are doubting yourself, don't, trust your instincts, learn to "quiet" yourself… to listen, allow yourself to be guided and don't be afraid to experiment. I am currently trying to get my CN to turn off the TV for me. je

[Katherine Lopa]

That was beautiful, Valerie. Thanks for sharing. And thanks, too, Mercy for posting your experience. I encounter Lilies who doubt because they feel nothing is happening to them. When I tune into the energy fields of these doubting Thomases, I perceive they are Lilies, I perceive the greater peace and power in their auras, I perceive the exponential jump in their vibrational frequencies. The challenge I often face is helping them see what they don't see. Its kinda hard to make another person see when they don't have "the eyes to see" yet, especially given only a short amount of time. Either they are watching what goes on outside them but not inside them, or things are happening in their blind side or shadow-side. But time always proves what I know and see deep inside: They are Lilies. Some Lilies are like Andrew and Kylie: fast as a locomotives from the start, learning so many new abilities and facets of themselves at a rapid pace. And there are the "Cruisers", the Lilies like Mercy, Valerie and myself: we experience "nothing" or only "one thing" in the beginning, and then several months or years later, we pop out of our crysallis and, almost magically, deified abilities are sprouting up in numbers, newfound facets of ourselves are seeking expression, and life is going at a faster, more exciting pace.

If you plant seeds in a nursery, not all of them grow up at the same manner and rate, even though they all received the same amount of rain and sunlight. It's the same with the Lilies in God's Garden of Eden.

[Mercy Martinez]

Valerie,
Thank you so much for sharing...I know there are a Lilies that because they don't have people around them that they can share their experiences may feel nothing is happening. I was very BLESSED with a wonderful group of firends including Ramon & Kim that allowed for Bert (my husband) and Myself to understand the subtle diffirences of our growth. This past week I discovered I could scan a person and find out what block, implant or attachment they have and Bert found out as we worked together new ways for him to remove blocks, implant and attachments..It is amazing when we focus on our own Self what we get to awaken.
Love
Mercy

[Gabriela Zepeda]

Mercy, Valerie and Kim,

Thank you all for sharing your experience and for the loving words to all us beginners in our Lily path.
Your stories are very inspiring and touching, I was holding my tears (I was at work) when I read this because it filled my heart with joy, thankfulness and eagerness to continue unfolding the beauty of have gotten the Lily.

As far as me, during my first week I was feeling lots of love and peace within me, as I do know, I feel an infinite love from God and very blessed, also when praying or meditating I can sense an open and direct channel to him; however I have not experienced other things that I hear from other Lilies and I am very anxious to get to their level but I do know that only with patience and dedicating the time to listen carefully I will be able to do so.

Overall I know that there will be no limits once I start awakening more, but so far it has been a great journey which I will always cherish and look forward to.

Gaby

[Kenz Desai]

Mercy,
so what did you do when you realized you could scan a person and find these things?

(step by step pleeeeaaasse!)

Cheers!
-K-

[Andrew]

Heya Kenz,

I can say from personal experience and observation that everyone has an experience that could be very unique in this regard, so in all likeliness you have your own way of doing which would work best for you. I know for me, I can tune right into whatever I'm looking for and see whats there by intent or using my caudate nucleus, once I find it, I can 'ask' it why it's there or whatever I am looking at is for, and I expect it tell or give me the answer. I focus in on the area and wait for whatever is there to show up, see what impressions, emotions or images I am getting and proceed as needed till I get what I am looking. With things like implants, I can see them in pretty specific detail, I also do that by intention. In Mercy's husbands case, he can feel out what he's looking for when he tunes into it. I can see it, he can feel it. When it comes to spirit releasements, he would lure entities into his field with open arms and as soon as they came in they'd be in for a surprise at they'd be taken up into the tunnel as soon as entering his field. I think Kim lures them out with candy bars after feeling for disturbances in peoples aura's. Ray and Kylie each have their own techniques, I use a similar technique as was used by Ramon, if I can see the entity, I blast it in the face with energy from third eye/caudate nucleus area and stun it, once it's stunned I can trap it an energy field and send it on up to the tunnel. In my opinion and in accordance with quantum physics, we're all just making it up moment to moment anyhow in how we interact with our world. That's how new healing modalities come about often. People make up what they think should work for them and expect it to work, as a result, it works! It's called the observer effect at the quantum level. Think about it, if God is everything in our existence, and we are apart of that existence, we exist as God walking on Earth. God loves to create, so as your own personal creator, you simply ask yourself how would I like to create this particular event I wish to take place? In the case of tuning into and seeing things beyond the 3 dimensional 'veil', set your intention as that and.....wait for it......wait for it.....do it! Pretty straight forward. I know in my case, I didn't know I could do any of the things I have learned how to do until I just said 'Fuck it, I'm going to see what happens if I do xyz with then intention of obtaining some end result. I.E. In the case of doing out of body healings and such, I laid down in a meditative state, set my intention on who I wanted to go visit for the purpose of healing, told my caundate nucleus to take me there, and next thing you know, I'm there! I didn't know I'd be able to accomplish this till I set out to do it. I made it up! I told myself, hey creator God of which 'I AM', this is what I want to experience and this is how I intend to do it. When I look back at the last year of my personal development over the last year, this seems to be the repeating pattern with how I have developed my higher sense perceptions.

Let's take this one step further. Think about the deified abilities group for a second and the appearance of 'siddhis' in the yogic tradition, people are able to accomplish these feats such as invisibility, levitation, walking through solid matter, teleportation and the like because they believe they can do with utter disregard for science and the physical laws of the universe like gravity, the laws of thermodynamics, or the relativity. If you think can levitate, and you believe you can levitate, and do the action of what you decide provides levitation for you.....guess what takes place? Levitation! With a healthy side effect of your entire built up world view of what you have believed to be your perception of reality crashing down around you. It's really a double edged sword once you acknowledge yourself as God, what I deem to be the elusive enlightenment that everyone goes seeking (How funny is that that? People spend their whole life trying to obtain or searching for enlightenment when it's right in front of them every second of existence). It's double edged because as soon as you start 'doing' to bring about some event in your life that you didn't realize was possible, and you bring it about, in the process you have to give all of those false beliefs we hold on to so dearly for as personal and societal identification. Case in point, we live in a world of lies perpetrated on the masses, until one spots the lies, one doesn't realize they are being lied to. Take Nikola Tesla for instance. In the very early 1900's Tesla created free energy from the vacuum of space which exists everywhere and is always present in abundance, it never runs out. He had a car that ran off this free energy with no need for gasoline. 80 years later we still use gasoline and oil as our perception of what produces energy. That lie right there naturally leads to a self realization that the whole oil, gasoline and other energy resources we use is made up by people who don't want you to know that energy is free. That you are a free creator God.

Another case in point, Cancer cures have been around and documented since before 1900. What does that realization force upon your perception of reality once you identify the lie of the Allopathic medical association? It should put up a screaming red flag that everything having to do with what we are told about Cancer is 100% complete and utter bullshit! People just believe what they are told by the control system in place without ever realizing that they are God (given they have a soul). Lets look at what the lie of Cancer means to peoples belief systems and their view of reality. If Cancer is a made up lie than the American Cancer Society and every other institution that raises money looking for 'cures' is also a lie because there is no need to find a cure for Cancer. It already exists. The vast majority of those companies are owned and were created by the same people that own the controlling shares of the pharmaceutical companies which keep you sick. So if Cancer is a lie than all those people with Cancer actually have no need to go through all the pain and suffering and expenses that are forced upon people who don't realize it. In fact, all that money that people raise for such causes pay the million dollar paychecks of the lobbyists who make sure that it doesn't go away.

This lie is a result of all these creator God's believing in some other creator God's made up bullshit within this physical 3d experience. The ones making up the best deceptions who are able to get the masses do go along with what they say (think new's, media, religions, schools, history books, science, etc), are able to control all the omnipotent God's on the planet from ever realizing their divinity.

The point of this 10 page post is that when you stop trying to do something which presupposes failure, and start doing whatever it is you intend to have come about, you'll find your own unique way that works best for you because.....you're the Creator. It is of course much easier to write down than it is to implement because I know personally for my own sanity, I am still holding on to many illusions in an effort to hold on to my identity. Not many people want to be friends with a levitating, teleporting, mind reading creator God because to do so would make their reality fall apart and it would mean they would have to face the idea that they are responsible on some level for everything that happens to them and for their actions in the world.

We fear the unknown not because we don't know what's on the other side, we fear it because it holds the infinite and unlimited possibilities of creation.

Namasté.

In the beautifully poetic words of Janice,

I AM God being Andrew

[Kenz Desai]

Very well spoken Andrew. I believe I understand.
I usually read your posts more than once to concentrate
on what you say and really try to understand your words & thinking
in hopes of changing my own long-held programming.

One thing that keeps ringing in my head is what Kim posted & that was
she sensed that I was doubting myself.

I kept a check on myself after that post & I believe she's right in that
my engineer analytical self is not serving me very well spiritually.
So, day-to-day, I try to relax that criticial thinking in issues of the soul.

Thanks for your fabulous post!
I'm eager to meet you someday soon.

Cheers!
-k-

[Mercy Martinez]

Kenz,
I am sorry it has taken so long to respond! I have been going thru a new journey that has me with not too much time to write. The experience of not only being able to scan but also feeling totally confident of what I was seeing and knowing I could remove the blocks also was surreal! Since then I have been working with my elements and reviewing my business plan so I have not been able to wirte to you. I surely will share with everyone as I understand more the process and can put it into words.
Love
Mercy

[Kenz Desai]

Hi Mercy,

>BE GENTLE WITH THYSELF ..HONOR WHO YOU ARE AND GIVE YOURSELF THE TIME FOR YOUR INNER VOICE TO BE HEARD...
>
Yea, unless you're an Aghora like me who screws it up with Hypnosis! LOL!

Thank you for writing that. I identified with it. Though I still don't sense anything I can put a finger on
and can't see auras. I can appreciate that this skill may come someday.
I will say again that it's been a bit of a relief to not have those constant synchronicites every day.
But then...I need to fix it so that it does happen again...for my progress.

Thanks for sharing.
Sincerely,
-Kenz-

[Kylie]

Kenz,
You say that you don't see auras, but if you look at someone's aura with the intention to tune in, what comes to mind? You may not see them in the typical sense of the word, it may be more of a perception of a color or the thought of a color coming to mind rather than actually seeing the color. There are many ways to read auras and energies. Don't doubt yourself and take the information whatever way it comes. For example, you may hear a color, have a knowing of it, see it, feel it, sense it, get the impression of it, or have something else of that specific color come to mind. Just trust whatever impression comes to mind. We all have our own unique way of receiving information.

[Valerie]

Hi, everyone! I am so glad Mercy opened this post, as I was reading the replies I thought that one of the reasons why some lilies are not developing as fast (I include myself) is “EXPECTATION”. We expect to feel what other lilies are feeling and we focus so much on what we “expect” that we don’t realize the changes occurring within us, we unconsciously block ourselves. I agreed 100% with Kim’s analogy; we are all different from one another. Humans are so complex, even with basic emotions, we don’t all love the same or get sad over the same things or laugh at the same jokes. Even twins grow at different speed and developed different aptitudes, right? Then why as Lilies do we expect to feel the same way or experience the same things? Take a good look at yourself, maybe you are changing in other ways that’s new to all of us, you are unique with your own fingerprint.

God have gifted us with everything we need to accomplished our mission here on earth, he provides us with the tools as we need them, including receiving the Lily. We were created in God’s exact image; we share his DNA, and we have a direct connection to him... so imagine just for a second what that means. Be patient with yourself!

I felt the need to write this, maybe because I needed to remind myself of how wonderful we are.

Mercy, I definitely need to contact you regarding your new skill.

Kim I send you lots of hugs, you know how special you are to me.
God Bless!!

[Katherine Lopa]

So glad to hear from you, Valerie luv. Have been thinking about you.